Jaimi Willow
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 26, 2011 21:22:20 GMT
"I need you to know that what I am hasn't influenced any of this, anything we've done or felt." she put her butterbeer down on the floor and stood up walking towards the fire. She stood close to it, so that the light of the flames danced across the skin of her arms and face.
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. "I'm part Veela." she said quietly into the flames, praying he wouldn't judge her for it.
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Remus Lupin
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 26, 2011 22:41:35 GMT
Remus sat still and listened, as she tried to explain things to him. He looked puzzled as to what could have influenced his feelings, and when she stood and walked to the fire he waited for her revelation.
He looked over at her not sighed. "Oh." He said, as realisation hit him. He got up, placing his butterbeer next to hers and walked over to her. He took her hand and spoke quietly. "Is that all?" He smiled. "I thought you were going to say something bad." His conscience pricked him a little as he said that, as he had not told her what he was.
He looked at her and bit his lower lip, he wished he could be as brave as her, and say what he was. "Jaimi...I think you should know something about me to." he paused and took a deep breath. "Before I tell you. I just want you to know that if you never want to see me again. I understand." He felt a huge lump building in hiss throat and he swallowed hard. "I'm a..." Swallows again. "A werewolf." He muttered softly and hung his head.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 27, 2011 16:57:18 GMT
She felt him move towards her and take her hand, asking her if that was all it was. "Are you sure? Most people would be more than a little shocked." she looked up at him and saw he was looking a little awkward. He looked down at her and bit his lip.
"Remus, what's is it?" she asked, slightly worried. She stood an listened to what he had to say. What was he going on about, why on earth would she not want to see him again. She could see he was struggling to say what he wanted to, but she stood next to him, holding his hand and looking up at his tortured face, waiting for him to say it.
She stood there in shock for a few moments once he finally said it, gazing at the top of his hanging head. This was it, the connection her brain didn't want to make, the question it hadn't wanted to answer. After all she had said about feeling sorry for Werewolves, she was reacting like this? What kind of person was she.
"Remus," she said, placing her free hand on his cheek and forcing him to look at her. "I meant everything I said on the way here and I'm not going to go back on that, I can't go back on that. What kind of person would I be? Just another pure blooded racist, I like you, and that's not going to change because of something you can't control." She took a step closer to him, closing the gap between them, taking her hand out of his grip and placing it on the other side of his face. She stroked his cheekbones with her thumbs, then tilting her face up to his pulled him into a kiss.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 27, 2011 17:42:49 GMT
The silence in the room was deafening, he couldn't bear to look up at her, he was mentally kicking himself for telling her.When she finally spoke and placed her hand on his cheek forcing him to look at her. He listened to her, not daring to believe what he was hearing. He felt the great weight of hiding this from her fall away as she stepped closer.
"Oh Jaimi..." He said softly, as she stroked his cheekbones "What did I do to deserve someone like you?" He willingly allowed her to pull him into the kiss.He put his arms around her and prolonged the kiss. Eventually he pulled back and gazed at her. "I feel the same way about you, and I trust you. I know what I feel for you is real, and not some kind of bewitchment."
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
DESTINY... is not a matter of chance... it is a matter of choice...
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 27, 2011 18:21:59 GMT
Jaimi slid her arms around Remus' neck as he kissed her back, pouting slightly when he pulled away. "Thank you." she said blushing slightly. "And the only thing that has changed is that I won't wonder where you've gone every full moon." she said with a smile. "But I will be worrying about you, that I promise."
She rested her head on his chest and stared at the fire, sighing contentedly.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 27, 2011 18:42:09 GMT
He smiled as she pouted. He was glad of the heat from the fire, as he blushed, when she said she would worry about him each full moon. "Please don't worry, Dumbledore has made sure I'm safe and so are others." He held her as she leaned against him. He stroked her hair gently and rested his head on top of hers.
He sighed and felt contented for the first time, in such a long time. He gazed at the flames as they flickered lightly licking the logs.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
DESTINY... is not a matter of chance... it is a matter of choice...
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 27, 2011 18:48:56 GMT
"I know, but I'll worry about what you're doing to yourself." she said honestly. She pulled away and walked back to the sofa, picking up her butterbeer as she sat down and taking a huge chuck of chicken.
"Suddenly, I'm really hungry." she said with a laugh before bitingoff some of it.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 27, 2011 19:43:04 GMT
He smiled at her. "I guess I can live with that." He followed her and sat beside her. He picked up his butterbeer and took a drink. He licked his lips and grinned as she ate her chicken. "Bearing your soul can make you hungry." He joked and taking some chicken himself and ripped into it with his teeth.
*Thisisgood." He said with his mouth full.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 27, 2011 22:10:55 GMT
"Apparently so." she said after she had swallowed. She raised an eyebrow as he talked with his mouth full. "You know, when she taught you to be chivalrous you'd have thought your mum would have mentioned manners." she said with a laugh.
She drained the last of her Butterbeer and popped the last piece of chicken in her mouth. "Wow, that food went fast." she said looking at the empty greaseproof wrappings.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 27, 2011 23:04:35 GMT
He swallowed and smiled apologetically. "Sorry. I've been in the company of James and Sirius far to long." He took a drink and looked at the empty wrappings. "Oh well, just goes to show you, you can't have to much of a good thing." He slid his hand up her back, and gave it a gentle rub.
"I'll make sure to bring a bigger selection next time." He smiled. "It was kind of an afterthought tonight."
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 28, 2011 16:39:38 GMT
"It's fine." she said with a laugh, sinking back into the softness of the cushions on the sofa with a sigh.
"Whatever, I'm kinda full anyway." she said lazily, now feeling quite sleepy. She looked across at Remus, an easy smile on her face. "What you thinkin' about?"
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 28, 2011 17:03:54 GMT
He chuckled and nodded. "Oh good, I can't have you wasting away with hunger." He said lightly. "Sirius would never forgive me." He smiled and settled back in the sofa with her. He kept his arm around her protectively.
He gazed at her as she spoke, his face soft and the hint of a twinkle in his eye. He stretched his legs out and crossed them at the ankles. "I am thinking of how lucky I am and also why someone as beautiful as you would be sitting here with me." He smiled, he meant it as a compliment, though he wasn't sure if it actually sounded like one. "What I meant was, You're so beautiful, and smart, not to mention kind and loads of other nice things, and I'm just...Well..Oh what's the word?... Uninteresting." He paused a moment, and then added. "Not that I'm complaining." He smiled weakly, suddenly wishing the ground would open up and eat him whole.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
DESTINY... is not a matter of chance... it is a matter of choice...
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 28, 2011 22:48:51 GMT
She laughed softly as he messed up his compliment, and as he tried again. "It's O.k. I know what you meant." she sad with a smile, sliding her other arm around his waist and resting her head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. "I don't think you're uninteresting Remus, you're very cute when you mess up what you mean to say. You make me laugh, and feel good about myself. And I'd say being a Werewolf was definitely more than interesting." she said seriously.
"Don't put yourself down, and stop apologising about being who you are, because I like you this way." She said feeling her eyes slide shut, her subconscious allowing her to drift off, knowing that she was safe to do so.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Jun 29, 2011 14:28:45 GMT
Remus was glad that she knew what he meant, and was also pleased that she couldn't see the blush that appeared when she said he was cute. He cradled her in his arms, as she rested against his chest. "I have never considered my furry little problem, as being interesting." He said thoughtfully. "I suppose to an outsider though, it must be? Or at least to a select few."
He smiled at her, as he saw her eyes close. He could feel her breathing steadily and he sighed happily, as he too let his eyes close.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
DESTINY... is not a matter of chance... it is a matter of choice...
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Jun 29, 2011 22:04:04 GMT
"You make it sound like you own a rouge Puffskein." she said sleepily, the rest of his sentence lost to her now sleeping brain as she snuggled into his chest.
(( OOC - Please feel free to decide what you do while I'm asleep, I'm just gonna skip to the waking up...))
Some time later a log shifting in the grate woke her up. She sat up slowly rubbing her eyes as she did so. Sleepily she glanced down at her watch and her eyes popped.
"Remus, it's 8.57, we have three minutes until curfew. I'll never get back to my common room in time!" she said suddenly feeling wide awake and a little panicky.
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