Jaimi Willow
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 20, 2011 20:19:03 GMT
"Or the battle between the two different parts of yourself." she said absent mindedly. "All the same, I wish there was something I could do." she said pulling his arm round her shoulders and leaning into him. Linking her fingers in his she stroked his palm with her thumb.
"That makes it sound less sinister at least." she smiled. "It doesn't have to be a secret exactly. Just tell anyone you can't trust not to blab to the whole school." She gazed out of the window.
"When do you go to the shrieking shack?" she asked.
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Remus Lupin
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 21, 2011 0:46:27 GMT
Remus nodded hid head slightly, as if considering what she'd said. "Yeah...I hadn't thought of it like that." He said in a low tone. He willingly let her pull his arm around her and the soft stroking of her thumb on his palm was comforting to him.
He smiled. Well, they figured it out, as we share the room, and they were" He paused and corrected himself. "Are accepting, and most trusted friends I have here." He smiled. "Apart from yourself." He said, kissing her head lightly.
Remus sighed and followed her gaze out of the window. "I go tomorrow, after dinner. There's a secret passageway to the shack from the grounds." He looked at her, when she voiced her wish to be able to do something. "You're just like Sirius and James. Sirius has been reading up on stuff, to see if there's a way they could help." He sighed. "It's just good to know that even though I have to go through this. I'm not truly alone anymore. I have you, and my friends. I get through, just knowing that."
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 23, 2011 21:43:42 GMT
Jaimi smiled as Remus spoke, feeling the vibrations from his chest in the side of her head. Her eyes flickered shut as he kissed her on the head, and she turned her face up to his.
"I'm going to miss you. I'll be thinking of you, all night." She slid a hand up round the back of his neck and pulled his face down to meet hers and kissed him softly on the lips.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 23, 2011 22:17:41 GMT
He gazed into her eyes, as she looked up at him, and brought her hand up. "I'll miss you to." He said softly, before being pulled into the kiss. He brought his free hand up and cupped her cheek while they kissed. Eventually he pulled back and smiled down at her. "Will you stop by the hospital wing and see me when it's over?" He asked softly "I will feel better, knowing I'll see you."
He stroked her cheek with his thumb softly. "I would understand though, if you would prefer not to. I mean I won't hold it against you or anything."
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 24, 2011 19:34:48 GMT
She smiled up at him, slightly disappointed that he'd pulled away, but his words stopped her pout.
"Don't be an idiot of course I'll come and see you." She said stroking the back of his neck gently "Whatever you look like, what ever you've done to yourself, you're still Remus. I'm not going to freak out or anything, trust me." Smiling up at him she pecked him on the lips again and pulled away.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 24, 2011 20:01:11 GMT
Remus smiled a little at her words, and puckered up his lips slightly, accepting the light kiss. He hugged her tight and grinned. "You really are the most caring person I have ever known." He said warmly. "I still can't believe you are my girlfriend." He lowered his voice and blushed slightly on the word girlfriend.
Remus gazed at her with adoring, but tired eyes. "I'd like to do something special for you." He said quietly. "When this is over, I'd like to treat you in some way." He smiled a devilish smil. However, until then, this will have to do." He took his wand from his pocket, and cast a charm, that produced some flowers for her. He handed them to her. "They're not as beautiful as you are, but never mind."
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 25, 2011 16:22:38 GMT
"I'm not, if I was I'd have stopped to think about how my initial no to exclusivity would have made you feel instead of just thinking about myself all the time. I'm not a saint Remus, no matter what you say." Jaimi smiled as he blushed. "There's no one here to hear you say it Remus" she said with a soft giggle.
She held his gaze as he spoke to her, the intensity in his eyes almost making her blush. She took the flowers and gazed up at him, something strange stirring in her chest. "Thank you." she said quietly, and laid the flowers on the desk behind them. As she looked up at him the feeing grew and she felt tears building in the eyes.
She stood up and walked away wiping her eyes as she did so, wishing that she could get a hold of her emotions and wrestle them into submission.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 25, 2011 22:59:54 GMT
He looked at her, with hooded eyes, as she spoke about considering his feelings. "You thought you were doing the right thing at the time Jaimi. You had to consider your families wishes. I was disappointed, but I understood...Kind of."
He smiled, and nodded his head as she playfully pulled him on there being no one around to hear him talking. "I know that." He laughed. When she became upset and moved away from him, he looked on for a moment. He got up and followed her."Jaimi...What did I do? I'm sorry." he said softly, concern written all over his face. He placed his hand on her shoulders, and turned her around to face him. "Please don't cry. I didn't mean to make you cry. I would never hurt you Jaini."
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 26, 2011 9:32:28 GMT
This was why Veela didn't date until they were sure they could control everything, now he was hurtung because he thought he'd said something wrong. She let him turn her round, took a deep breath and looked up at him, her eyes shining with unshed tears.
"It's not you, it's just that, you're the only person close to me, apart from my Grandmother to ever want to do something for me. Or say that I'm more beautiful than the most gorgeous bunch of flowers anyone has ever given me." She sighed and slid her arms around his waist. "I'm just not used to it, I guess." she said with a small smile.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 26, 2011 10:09:27 GMT
Remus sighed and smiled with relief, as she dispelled his fears. He clung to her, as she hugged him and spoke softly. "Jaimi. you are worth something to me, and I will treat you to something you want to do, or have. Even if it's something that will take me years to get." He laughed lightly. "You are the most beautiful and equally intelligent girl I know, and love. So get used to being told so, on lots of occasions."
He lifted her face to look into her eyes, before closing the gap and kissing her.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 26, 2011 10:41:19 GMT
Resting her head on his chest, she felt the reason for the tears change in her mind, she was suddenly unexplainably happy. She smiled up at him as he lifted her chin to look into her eyes, and the tears spilled out of her eyes and down her cheeks, two thin lines of water, catching the torchlight from the brackets on the walls.
As he kissed her her arms slid up around his neck, the fingers of one hand tangling themselves in his hair. She arched her back into his body and grinned through her tears.
She wasn't exactly sure that she could say she loved him back, having never been in love before she wasn't sure if this was it or not. But at the same time there wasn't that gut instinct that told her to reply in kind. As long as he could live with the fact that she wasn't ready to say it yet, then that was fine.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 26, 2011 11:03:48 GMT
As they kissed, he felt her tears against his skin, but the feel of her fingers in his hair distracted him more. He held her against him, his hands protecting her back, as she arched into him. He hadn't realized the impact one small word would have on her, and even though it had been him that said it. It was out there, before he knew it. Remus wasn't even sure himself, if he loved her, but he cared for her deeply. So when she didn't return the sentiment, it didn't make him feel bad, just very contented.
He pulled out of the kiss, looking at her breathlessly. "I think I may get used to this kissing stuff." He smiled. His fingers tracing the path of her tears, as he gently wiped them away. "Though I do prefer to kiss you, when you're not leaking so much." He grinned.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 26, 2011 11:59:55 GMT
She felt his hands pressing into her back as she settled into the kiss and the flow of tears began to slow. Remus eventually pulled back and she realised with a slight jolt of surprise that it was always him who pulled away.
"The kissing is good fun." she admitted with a smile, letting out a quiet giggle as he wiped away her tears. "Sorry," she said with a grin, pulling a tissue out of her pocket and drying her eyes properly. "Better?" she said encircling his neck with her arms once again and stroking the hair at the back of his head with a coy grin.
Thesemood swings are ridiculous she thought, mentally rolling her eyes.
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Post by Remus Lupin on Aug 26, 2011 12:17:47 GMT
He smiled and nodded "Much better." He said softly, as he leaned in to kiss her again. This time he lets himself get lost in the kiss, his whole body tingles, as he feels her fingers on the back of his neck. His arms encircle her and his hands move slowly over her back.
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Jaimi Willow
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Fourth Year Animagus - Panther Veela[M:431:-7203:-3596:]
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Post by Jaimi Willow on Aug 26, 2011 12:39:36 GMT
Jaimi grinned as he leaned in and kissed him back, feeling his hands moving slowly across her back, pulling her closer. She turned her head to get closer to him, winding her fingers in his hair, deepening the kiss.
Eventually she pulled away, just to break the norm. "You certainly look more relaxed than you did when I walked in." she said coyly, running a finger down his chest. "Now considering what you are doing tomorrow evening, I think it would be a good idea if you had an early night. I'll be in the library at lunch if you want another kiss before you go." she turned her head back up to face him and kissed him lightly on the lips.
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